Wondrous Life of a Dreamer

oooh MG, i just lost of words here. because i'm in love with this awsome, wicked dancer on so you think you can dance , season 4 .. he was supppperrrrrrrr freak and i LOVE him totally. he's the most different person as a dancer and pretty creative, unlike any other dancer, he's just stick to he's own unique idea of dancing.. not only that he's super CUTE! FUNNY, ENTERTAINING, HANDSOME, AND again, WICKED!! aaawww i LOVE HIM TO MUCH!! he has this perfect nose that i adore so much, and his super handsome jaw.. okaay the thing is that he's AMAZING.. i realize soon that he LOVE LADY GAGA ! since then i love LADY GAGA'S music and recently love ALEJANDRO.. and MARK KANEMURA is the perfect picture of ALEJANDRO , i'm too young and he's too HOT. hahaha. i respect he's dancing. i saw when he first audition at SYTYCD season 4 and I thought that he was long way to go to a place called FAME. and now he's famous with LADY GAGA singing in front of him, and...

just telling you guys how i'm sorry about those who didn't get through to University of Indonesia , or any university you've dreamed of. well, there's nothing easy about how to get in there, where academic are number one and the important key to get in. but there are also things you don't really realize that those are important: (gw bahasa Indonesia aja deh ya haha) dalam diri lo harus kuat dan gak berubah tentang apa yang lo pengenin. misalnya lo pengen masuk UGM contohnya. lo tulis gede-gede di kamar lo. secara spesifik, nulisnya jangan asal. contoh: SAYA (nama lo) AKAN SEKOLAH DI UGM JURUSAN (yang lo pengen) DAN PADA TANGGAL (pengunguman keLULUSan lo) SAYA LULUS MASUK UGM terus berdoa dan secara SPESIFIK juga berdoanya. dimana, jurusan apa, apa yang lo pengenin setelah lo masuk di PTN/PTS itu. Tuhan pasti dengerin permintaan lo yang paling dalem. contoh: YA ALLAH, SAYA AKAN SEKOLAH DI UGM JURUSAN blablabla DAN JIKA SAYA MASUK JURUSAN INI SAYA AKAN MENJADI MANU...

well i get really excited my head was like going to blew up like in a minute haha.it was pretty crazy you know. so here's the story.. yesterday i opened my facebook and my friend made a status that tomorrow (which is today)that the announcement of SIMAK UI was held at May, 8th 2010. i was like really freaking shock! i thought the announcement on May 15th. i just got panicked and my dad told me (he was reading a Kompas ) that the announcement was tomorrow (which is today, i already said that, didn't I?). i couldn't sleep the night before. so i just controlled my breathing all the time and pray to God that the announcement would be a good news for me. i just couldn't wait any longer. that night i dreamed, horrible.. that i couldn't get through. but the first dream was pretty weird. and the second one i don't remember, and the third one, well kinda a bit relief for me because my mom (in my dream) read at the newspaper that my name was in the list. but something ...