Wondrous Life of a Dreamer

when I heard the annoncement that we're going to have holiday, I was the first one to say "YEEEAAA UHUH OYEAAAHH WOOOOW ". yup that's me goin crazy coz the holiday was coming.. but now, well i spent most of my first week with boring stuff. yeah, facebooking, went to University of Indonesia, buka puasa with my freakish friends (FREAKYS), took my dad to Aini Hospital for further treatment (he had to be lasered on his left eye -___-), well that's about it. so what d'you think? heheh. okay, i am gonna make summaries about my previous activities. btw, i was LOOKLET-ing and it was AWSOME... the dress was freakingly hot.. haha. i have made 2 design. i love fashion too much. uhm, where do i have too start, oh yes: University of Indonesia, the home of my next level education.. wahahah. i hope so. well, tujuan gue kemarin tanggal 13 September bukanlah untuk bersuka ria, kenalan sama anak-anak UI yang bisa dibilang adalah anak2 yang telah melewati tahap pertama ...

that title up there is a typical one, yet has a certain benefits. jangan males dulu bacannya!! :) blog ini sebenernya agak filosofis lah.. jadi sedikit agak ngga penting. tapi gue mau membicarakan masalah di bulan Ramadhan yang sama dengan Bulan Berkah. Is not that I am wyning about my own problems. Gue ingin cerita tentang masalah-masalah di sekeliling gue. yaa ada beberapa masalah yang kaitannya sama gue juga. bukan berarti gue mengeluh soal laperrr sama auss nyaaa. tapi, iya juga sih. hehe. life is unpredictable and sometimes doesn't give what you really wants. but if you have high hopes and keep on working, the universe will contact you directly and might give you what you need. NEED has different meaning from WANT. Kebutuhan adalah pada saat kita memerlukan sesuatu yang sangat penting. Beda sama INGIN. gue pengen banget bisa beli hape Blacberry Bold ( mimpi aje lo!), tapi lingkungan gw gak mendukung alias, no money, I am bokek.. yah itulah bedanya, bisa ngerti kan? ada ora...

Wow, how really dissapointing it is, our culture, Indonesian Culture, has been taken by our own so called 'neighbour'. My God, that's a shock! Yeah, don't be then! Don't be shocked! It is our own fault anyway. It is shown by the way our govermenments works, our people's behaviour, our arogancy, our bulls*#$. Our hopes and dreams has been crushed by ourselfs. And we don't realize it until someone crushed it IN FRONT OF US! It sooo stupid. Okay, just pretend that WE are a little boy who has LOTS OF play things. That little kid has too much things he has to play with. When he got bored, he throw it away. Then forget about those play things, since he has a new one. Suddenly came a pretty little girl, she took those things without him noticing them. Then after a while he realize those play things he once had, has been GONE, like, FOREVER. damn, that girl turns out has lots of Barbie, Lego, and stuffs. SHE TOOK CARE OF IT. Above it's a simple analogy. But bitt...