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Rabu, 30 November 2011

Heartbreak Warfare-John Mayer


heartbreak warfare

Lightning strikes

Inside, my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?

Drop his name
Push it in and twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain

Clouds of sulfur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin,
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare.

If you want more love,
why don't you say so?
If you want more love,
why don't you say so?

Just say so...

How come the only way to know how high you get me
is to see how far I fall
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me
but I can't break through at all.

It's a heartbreak...

I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight
Let's just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we're gonna get it right
If you lay your weapon down
Red wine and ambien
You're talking shit again, it's heartbreak warfare
Good to know it's all a game
Disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak, heartbreak.

It's heartbreak warfare.
It's heartbreak warfare.
It's heartbreak warfare.



just listened to this song.. and somehow I just wanna post it in my blog..with nothing to say
about this song, I declared myself
has in love with John Mayer and his songs like:
  • free falling (melodinya yang menenangkan dan ehmm)
  • dreaming with a broken heart(crying down on my knees)
  • neon (damn this guitar playing has made me crazy, rasannya pengen garuk kayu! pengen liat orang live mainin lagu iniiiiii! damndamndamn!)
  • the heart of life (look at your life and see those brightsides)
  • gravity(totally blues!!)
  • no such thing (energized, like you're driving around with your car and see the views of trees: eh?)
  • I'm gonna find another you (belum terlalu nancep sih, tapi kesedihannya Mayer kerasa banget, kasiaan sini sama saya aja deh hahahaha)
  • Quite (aaaa, lagu tugas perancangan gueee hahaha. ternyata Mayer punya sisi uncomfort kalo berada di ruangan yang 'tenang' tapi hatinya nggak tenang)
  • heartbreak warfare (love the intro and his smoothness and coolness...aaa)





*wondrouslifeofadreamer

Do I Have A Life?



me, my teacher and my classmates having a great time eating cake, being narcisst, working our projects and just having FUN around our Art Studio (1st Semester,2010)


in the making of Architecture Interior Exhibition: Wondrous Art Trip,
December 2010




I kept thinking what my life is all about right now. Do I have a life? Do I have a destiny to fulfill? Or I just keep mingling with some nonsense things every single day, and making some nonsense imaginations in my head? I keep wondering what my life could be in the future.
Actually I realize when I found out with this 'undefined problem' or 'harsh problem'. My head is swirling with this problem every single day and it really disturbing. Every thing I do is always remind me of that problem and I was like thinking 'hey, you gotta stop thinking about this and start to move on. well, yeah its a big deal, but come on, if you just kept thinking about this all over again your LIFE is going to get no-fucking-where!'

Yeah, what's life without purpose? what's life without something or someone to be a motivation for me? well, that's what I'm thinking right now. My life is going to be stuck, hide and dangling somewhere inside me. that is NOT what I want.. all I wanted is to have a HAPPY life.

again, what is happy?

happy for me is I have someone to share with, I have something to be proud of, I have someone to be thank to, I have PURPOSE... etc..
the only thing that is probably really bothering me right now is I need someone to share. whatever that person is.. wherever.. and somehow because of my attitude or something, I've lost the person I cared about. this makes me feel neglected, abandoned and hurt. and that person probably doesn't know it at all. or?

My life has been amazing recently, I have wonderful friends, I have such caring families, I have 2 wonderful weird dogs, I have a home, I have a kosan (a cozy one), I have a school, I have some kind of well normal life. or is it? a question that I wonder. normal for me is like not enough, I want some challenge but when I face that challenge, I back down. I don't know, am I too scared or afraid to have such big responsibility? or I just wanna lay down in my safe zone.

this safe zone is actually not save at all for people. they think they have the right spot. well the safe and the right is not safe and right at all. they STUCK and they DIE. rotten with all the stuff they called 'sini-sini aja deh gue' or whatever it is. you might think that is safe? well if you wanna die fast and living like you have no purpose, its your CHOICE.

and I have a choice, I have a responsibility to work on and I KNOW what is important and what is not. my life pretty much complicated right now, if yours not, well, you might think your life is perfect. fuck with the perfection, its just your imagination that perfection is existed.. nothing is perfect. but trying to, well that exists.

what choices I have? what choices of life I have? I'm not getting younger, I will rotten if I don't make the right choice to achieve the perfection.. the word 'achive' is underlined here.

I have a choice to be HAPPY.
and the fact that my life is not happy, well, I have to find ways to get to it. GET BUSY is the right answer..
get move around, get some new experiences that not make a burden out of me, get someone.. hahaha.


do you think you have a life? think about it..




*wonderouslifeofadreamer

Selasa, 22 November 2011

Eyes, the Spaces of Words

eyes speaks a thousand words
'sadness' by Karlina



Eyes speaks more than mouth and tongue alltogether. Mata berbicara lebih banyak berbicara mengenai hal-hal yang tidak bisa dikeluarkan melalui mulut. seringkali gue berhadapan dengan berbagai orang yang bisa mengatakan melalui matanya, entah karena ia ingin mengatakan yang seharusnya tidak boleh atau dia bingung bagaimana mengatakannya melalui kata-kata. eyes are so fascinating, mungkin gue salah satu orang yang sangat mementingkan tatapan mata, pandangan pertama kali dengan siapa pun akan meninggalkan kesan yang mungkin bisa diterjemahkan oleh gue atau mungkin tidak, tergantung dengan keadaan pada saat itu. dan gue juga paling sangat menghindari tatapan orang lain, mungkin gw akan takut dengan kenyataan yang terlihat dari mata orang-orang itu..seakan gw bisa membaca hal-hal yang melebihi 'kelihatannya' atau mungkin gw juga bisa salah interpretasi.

mata mengungkapkan banyak hal yang tersembunyi. ada di suatu ketika gw melihat sepasang mata (gak melayang juga kali ya) dan sangat terlihat dengan jelas pandangannya menunjukkan banyak rahasia yang disimpan dan mungkin suatu hari rahasia-rahasia itu akan terungkap. entah mengapa pada saat itu tersimpan banyak pertanyaan di dalam pikiranku. aku tidak dapat merumuskannya, seandainya bisa pun aku tidak mau terlibat lebih dalam.

setiap mata itu indah, di dalamnya tersimpan berbagai misteri tak terungkap dan ingin rasanya dapat ditelusuri lebih jauh.
mata juga dapat memunculkan emosi yang dalam, kesedihan, kegembiraan, jatuh cinta, maupun marah atau frustasi. semuanya dapat tergambar dengan jelas.

mata adalah segalanya yang dapat menyampaikan pesan tersembunyi, entah bagaimana mereka menterjemahkannya, setiap orang memiliki pandangan masing-masing...