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Bad Girls, M.I.A

di timur tengah kayaknya kagak bisa beginian lagi deh.
despite all of the things happened in the middle east, I salute M.I.A for can still deliver the glam of bad girls and the talent of middle east drifters hahaha.
the lyrics are cool and love the mixed between hip hop and arabic sound.

"Spreading": CRDDR Dance Community Centre (Tugas 1, Perancangan Arsitektur Interior 3)

Something More Than It Should

What day is it
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up, and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

those messy work I began to be proud of


when stress takes over you

this was what happened to me when I thought I was going to throw up onto my drawings

1. "uh oh how pretty this shadow makes from my furniture template!! uwwwooww those squares and circles creates beautiful blurry green shape on my drawing paper...reminds of a monument in Kumamoto, Japan by Japanese architect Kumiko Inui. The monument called Shin-Yatsushiro and its for people who waits for the train (aduh namanya apaan yak), station!!. that monument won Architectural Record Design Vanguard 2008. How cool is thaat! she's only 41, weyy!

 2. "this french curve trying to make jokes out of it, trying to laugh so hard at my drawings. apa lo ketawa2??"

3. "pieces of my separate hands: 2 types of pencils, one Boxy, french curve and furniture template. my work: my very-slow-to-make-progress-plan drawing. 
4. "uh woow, how many drawings I've made?? can you count it with your foot finger??"

 5. I suddenly looked at my left side of the room, after had a …

semuanya kembali

segala kemungkinan terpapar di depan
seakan terbentang tanpa ada sesuatu tersembunyi
terbentang kian lebar
kemudian menutup kembali
semuanya kabur saat kabut menyelimutinya
atau memang sengaja?

aku hanya duduk dari kejauhan menatap semua yang ada di depanku
semuanya bisa saja ilusi mengaburkan pandangan
tapi saat melihat keberadaannya segalanya lebih cerah
seakan kabut yang menyelimutinya hilang seketika

tapi ia menghindar dengan menciptakan kembali kabut itu
aku hanya dapat melihat secercah dirinya yang tersisa
aku hanya pasrah dari jauh
ingin segera melihatnya kembali membawa cahaya yang tidak pernah aku lihat

saat ia membuka kembali
aku tau
saat itu adalah segalanya yang aku inginkan
kehangatan cahaya

tapi aku tak tau apakah itu yang seharusnya
apakah aku salah
apakah seharusnya aku menjauh
apakah aku terjebak dalam ilusi cahayanya?

apakah aku mengkhayal?
yang ternyata semuanya bukanlah kenyataan seperti yang aku inginkan

cahaya tidak pernah berbohong
aku ingin cahaya …


I love the strong character between pink color and gold. they defines glamourism (is that word exist?? correct me if I'm wrong hehe)

p.s: thank you for my friend Thata offering me those cute bracelet I've always wanted hehehehe...

mini perform BKST all star @ Kantek

me the one with the chocolate sarong

running mind

this is not a story
this is only a mind
who speaks everytime, whenever it wants
sometimes I can't catch the train inside my head

it keeps moving so fast
I can't even make it stop
than the thoughts flows to my mouth
as it come out to be a puzzle I cannot solve

it is chaosness inside my head
inside my brain
inside my soul
inside my solitary room

I have a room of my own
a space which only mind able to conceive
a space inside my heart
beating slower than my mind can count every tempo of my life

life is a memory
too much memory in just one mind
another chaos comes, but never goes
it stays

they never understand
I thought one could
but leave me in an unknown emptiness
without explanation

leave me

I've never felt so alone
alone in a running mind
it used to be fixed with only words
but now, it back to a normal chaos

hey, its just another chaos
everybody has it in their own house of mind
yes it is just another play for me to fixed it on my own
one day, one day

what day it will be…

nothing to post until I feel wanna post something (?)

rambling. that's what I love to do and really great at it. if there's too much inside my head, it feels like I wanna blow up inside me and burst into the salty sea (?) diving until I reaches the bottom. I used to do whatever I want without think clearly first. so it will turned out become a rambling stuff.
well,  tonight to be excact I'm nganggur..I should be doing my homework for studio tomorrow, instead I'm rambling in my blog listening to mayer, the police, robyn, oona and estelle.
oh yeah, recently (btw this one is not a ramble stuff) I've learn some new moves to take my team to dance competition in just a few weeks. the choreo is nuts and still going to continue..long way to go and my knees already hurts like hell. but hey its a new experience for me and surely really challengging for all of us. I was quiet surprise that the choreo was sooo out-reaching, for me, I don't know for the others. during the rehearsals I was a little bit keteteran because keep f…

Tore My Heart routine.

I totally love this routine by Sonya Tayeh on So You Think You Can Dance Season 7 featuring Eleanore and Jakob. They both are fantastic dancers.
Also not only the routine which fascinates me, the melody of the song are sooo damn nice in rhythm.. like when you wanna step on the floor, Tango-ing with your enemy without hesitation.. Looking in the eye that 'you...know that you tore my heart!' just only saying..hahahaha.. somebody tored my heart? better watch out.. naah kidding :D

Tore My Heart by Oona La la la la...

If I had my way
You would still be stuck on me
But when I rock myself to sleep
I dream of you again

La la la la...

You know you tore my heart, dear
Just when I always thought

La la la la...

Somewhere youre fast asleep
I hope youre terrified
One wild nightmare
Cause you tore my heart

I still feel your skin
Soft as velvet, thick as sin
Whisper tender, shiver deep
You got me good, no good for me

La la la la...

Somewhere youre fast asleep
I hope youre terrifi…

These Are Our Family Comedians!

Dogs in a neighbourhood I know, they are unwanted, most of them are because the excuse of those people who claimed themselves they have a religion. Muslims not suppose to have dogs in their homes or family, because they said that these are disgusting animal, what that they called hmm, najis.. well I think it because of they are dirty, if we don't bathed them..and their saliva brings any possible dangerous bacteria. those are facts.

but people who really have a religion are those who respects and love nature, not a man with his car hit a cat and not even just a slight to checked out that the cat was okay but he just ran away and shouted 'don't worry, I'm a Muslim!'. Is that ironic?? That's embarassing, in the name of my religion, he shouted just like that when the people over there shouted him to stop and should take his responsibility. Those people were mad and cursed that man...

I'm an animal lover, my whole family loves animal.. My grandparents,…

after new year...

this song keeps singing in my mind, i can't put it down. Mars has pulled something inside me and making me thinking about the lyrics. the melody making me visualized myself strolling down at the beach looking at someone and finally saying its over..gaaah...there's always painful thing about love. but thank God, it never happened to me before, but it will someday..
so i picked out some lyrics that strikes me everytime i heard also with the soft-heartbreaking melody...

by Bruno Mars
(cut out lyrics)

"..If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore......"

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain..."

"...Don’t just say, goodbye..."

I'm kind of person who's hard to…