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after new year...

this song keeps singing in my mind, i can't put it down. Mars has pulled something inside me and making me thinking about the lyrics. the melody making me visualized myself strolling down at the beach looking at someone and finally saying its over..gaaah...there's always painful thing about love. but thank God, it never happened to me before, but it will someday..
so i picked out some lyrics that strikes me everytime i heard also with the soft-heartbreaking melody...

IT WILL RAIN
by Bruno Mars
(cut out lyrics)

"..If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore......"

"[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain..."

"...Don’t just say, goodbye..."

I'm kind of person who's hard to let anything go if it already attached to me so much. I will have a hard time to let it go, anything or anyone. memories are just to painful to be reminded. everytime i have to let go, i will get hurt, not because of it, because of myself who allowed that to happen. i realized that i'm too fragile, so better not to be too much attached OR not to think about it too much....control my thoughts and my heart....


*wondrouslifeofadreamer

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